We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

10:41 PM

christmas eve:)

okay lets see i woke up at 11 and got ready and left the house at 1230 with sis..she gave me a ride to the mrt station:)anyway i went to met sam and charlene the most adorable lil thing ive ever met:)haha yes we went to queensway to get my lizard which is nice:)but lousy la..haha anyway i met them cause i needed to get the lil princess her christmas present which i promised:)so yes we took cab to town cause ms charlene was lazy..anyway we went to wisma to shop for her top but she ended up getting boxers from topshop..sam and i nearly died helping her choose..haha anyway sam,thanks for following me..haha i know your cousin was a pain at some point but you know,i spoil her cause she simply too adorable:)

okay enough said..oh and sam no i dont like her you asshole!

anyway yes christmas dinner at chess's aunts place with her parents and uncle was great!i love her mom's cooking:)anyway her mom cracks me up and scares me too..haha!and her aunt hugs are great!hahaha!christmas dinner at aunt ann's place with family..cant wait to see what shit presents i'll get this year..haha!every year im getting weirder and weirder presents..im so bored!no clara tonight cause that ass is probably eating like there's no tomorrow..haha oh well..im sleepy so merry christmas and take care..cheers:)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

1:01 PM

staying home today..im so bored..mom didnt wake me up too early but she still pissed me off cause she kept calling to ask stupid qustions..oh well..i dont care..just leave me alone and i wont bite you.oh well nothing much to update about.so..cheers!








don'twannatrydon'twannatry
causeallwedoisfightandsaythethingsthathurt
sobadtowherewebothbegi tocry.
youdontknowanything
butallyouneedtoknow,
isthatyou'llbebetteroff
withoutme.imissyoutoo.



12:19 AM

today was fine..left the house at 1 with sis when we were suppose to meet mom at 1..HAHA anyway we took a cab and got there not on time but not too late either:) anyway we went to this shop to get sis pants done and the old lady just had to say it..i wanted to kill her..she asked my mum'your boy going army soon eh..so fast'i wanted to die at that time..haha mom was laughin about it but i know she isnt happy..so after that whole thing..she started her speech..she went on about me wearing such big clothes and all..she goes on about she not minding me having short hair but at least i should wear clothes that fits me and not too big..yada yada yada..haha and after that she'll tell me this'you dont know how sad i feel everytime when people go,boy this and boy that'haha okay i feel bad..really bad everytime this happens..but im sorry mom..i cant give you what you want now..you'll have to wait like..err for the time to come when it happens,it happens..HAHA!

anyway we headed to newton for lunch with steph and karen and the food was fucking oily..marilyn and i wanted to puke so badly..we headed to town and walked at OG..the one beside robinson..then later we headed to chinatown and all..was okay la..was quite a boring day plus i had a headache which made me moody at some point..headed to great world after droppin marilyn off for yoga..she met us at greatworld and we headed back home for my 9pm show..i missed my 730 one on channel 48 so wtf!:( anyway didnt take dinner..hope it helps in the diet which im so trying to stick to..hahaha!okay wait..i still ate something..damn!okay whatever diet and mabel cant go..haha anyway yes..my all time favorite american's next top model is back!:))have not seen anyone that made me drool or go crazy over yet..haha but the time will come after more of them on tv..haha okay i guess thats about it for today.

tml granny as in dad's side..yeah they are coming for some stuff and they are eating here so i cant go out cause i'll have to clean the damn house before they hit the place at god knows what time but i dont care cause im still waking up at 12 and my mom better not be a pussy about it..i'll flip like fuck i swear..okay bye:)

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

6:25 PM

PS:im looking for my name in thai but i cant find it!!so if any kind soul knows where to get it please tell me!just tag my board..thanks!:)

okay today was one hell of a boring day..woke up at around noon and sat infront of the tv as usual..so i spent my whole afternoon till early evening watching the protectors and growing up wild oh and not forgetting,opra?yeah im not too sure how her name is spelled but yeah anyway..haha it was sad!haha watched tv till around 5 and headed to shower and came on here..ive been rotting the whole day..thank God the tv didnt show the repeats today or i would have died..i actually plan to go for a jog this evening but im far too lazy to get out of my house..dont talk about the house,i was even too lazy to get off the sofa to get things i wanted..haha!girlfriend asked me to go out last night but i told her i'll be too lazy..haha so we both ended up staying home..stupid girl dont know how to talk to me..joyceh im talking about you btw if your reading this..hahahahaha!

okay granny came over to cook marilyn and i chicken soup:))our all time favorite..but if i get an break out after this i'll so kill myself for being greedy..haha!im sure to put on weight this holiday with all the good food im gona get..haha mom took half day for tml and full day for thurs so its down to mroe shopping!!haha its quite fun actually..haha but sis says shes not going cause she'll die which i thought so too..haha!okay enough said..cheers!:)

Monday, December 19, 2005

11:49 PM

my guess was right..my dear sister did wake me up early to ask if i wana go..no wait actually she was kinda sly..haha she came into my room at 11 and said'wake up you pig!'i finally got myself outta bed at 11plus and had my conflakes which im really sick of now cause ive eaten the same one for 2 whole weeks..haha im not getting it again..anyway yes so she was like'erm aye you wana'but before she finish i was like'okay la okay la i follow you la'haha shes such an ass..so yes i got ready at top speed as always:)

met granny and we headed to westmall first to have lunch and get to the bank and yeah..i had my favorite malay chicken rice from the coffee shop at the central..yes anyway sis took forever at the bank..had lunch with granny while marilyn went to westmall to send her christmas present out to ryan..after lunch we all head to NUH with cab..granny paid for both cab fare to NUH and back home..haha i nearly died at the hospital waiting..granny's check-ups took forever..we were there at 230 and we only left at 5..thank god i brought my book..i was so fucking bored i swear!!

anyway im looking forward to christmas day..eastcoast with david,jill,sis,dogs and i..haha i cant wait!!haha okok cheers!:)

Sunday, December 18, 2005

1:50 AM

today was just great..went out to meet char,ling,ash,mel and chess..haha was super late..was suppose to meet them at 130 but i only got to town at 430..haha but it wasnt because i overslept or anything..it was because i was cleaning the house..and i left after shower..duh..ahha anyway i got them 5 roses and thank God they forgived me..haha we went to take prints and it was nice though we only had 4shots..haha anyway yes we went to watch mel and louise sing at botanical gardens and its so nice over there at night..haha anyway yes we left when it was kinda dark..

anwyay headed back to town and we had dinner at long john's at fareast and we had a great time chatting and laughing and soon melly and chess left so ling char and i were left to talk..we talked for some time and i left to meet mom and dad and centerpoint..haha came home and now im talking to clara who is really retarded i swear..but i love her anyway..haha okay wedding dinner tml..so not looking forward to it..haha anyway more shopping tml!!:))))haha okay cheers!:)

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

3:59 PM

woke up at 645 today..eyes could hardly open la!haha it felt like there was super glue or something..anyway went to nie for self training..and this time..it was really a self trainin cause only i turn up..so i was like what the hell..was a lil fed up at first but couldnt care much later on..so i went on and did my rounds..did long run today..okay not really long la..6rounds around the track then went off after chillin in the toilet..oh sophia came when i did my 4th round..haha so we both ran 6 rounds and went off..she went to joy's place and i went to meet sam cause she was coming over..we got home and i got chips and mash..haha yes was sp sleepy la..we both fell asleep watching tv and finally shermain came at i cant remember what time..yeah she started abusing me again..horrible la..haha!anyway yes i ask for it la..i just cant stop disturbing her..haha i didnt wana open the door for her..hahaha!okay anyway they left after awhile for saw 2..yeah the two monkeys just had to watch a show which i cant get in to..haha but im too lazy anyway so yes..here i am rotting my ass off

debbie poon cant make it tml so we're going out on friday instead..haha she's such and ass..haha anyway yes out with her on friday and out with char and all on sat..haha busy week this week i must say..anyway
marilyn is back!haha yes and mom was getting her to get perfume for in from duty free last night before coming out and mom allowed me to get my raph but marilyn got the wrong one!haha dumbass la..she actually took the right bottle but later on she thought to herself..but mabel should be using the sport one eh..so she got the sport one..thank God its not a smell that i dont like..its okay la..something more refreshing then my raph blue but i still prefer raph blue..haha anyway yes should be heading to ikea tonight with mom unless she changes again last min..i want meatballs!haha cant wait..need to get light and shelf cause i need to put my player up or marilyn cant sleep with me when nathan comes back..

christmas is nearing!!:DD i cant wait!!

cheers!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

4:26 PM

woke up at 130pm today..but the fuckers living below me made me wake up at 11plus and i shouted fuck la!cause they were doing some hammering at that time!!i was so piss!the last time was them and their drilling..argh i hate it when i get disturbed during my sleep in..i hate it and i get fucking moody..oh well..i went back to sleep again finally and i woke up at 130..i had no choice but to get up cause i wanted to go ikea to get my new light and eat my well missed meatballs..but dad came home like a few mins ago and he was like but if we go we'll reach your aunts place at 5-6 like that so i said but its dinner that we're going there.fucker.argh!mom said anyway its the sales so there would be alot of people then i said thats the whole point we should go there when they are having sales.losers.so i walked outta the room..okay i didnt call them fucker and loser cause at that point of time i would have gotton big time from them but yes whatever..im angry or rather,irritated..i hate it when mom says we're going here and we end up not going because of her cannot-make-it excuses that pisses the fuck outta me..

ms goh says im too vulgar and i agree..haha oh well..now im not sure where im going..hurr marilyn's back this tues..how exciting..haha okay yes whatever..mom wana go into malaysia again on the 27,28 and 29..whatever do what she likes..they can all burn in heaven..

bye.



12:41 AM

i had a major difficult time trying to wake up today..was so dead tired la..and steph..i dreamt of what we talked about..it was like reliving the past man!freaky..hahaha!anyway yes yes anyway i woke up at 1130 and dragged myself outta bed and to the sofa outside..haha anyway met bestie at..err 1?haha not sure..was suppose to meet her at 1230..but when i got there she was still AT HOME LA..haha anyway she finally came after god knows how long..we walked around lot 1 and went to homefix to borrow their screw driver..haha cause my neeon hanged on me!!so i tried opening that fucking shit..but that baby refused to so i dragged bestie all the way to jurong to get it fixed..haha but we had kfc first then we headed to creative center to get my neeon fixed..yes yes and we walked all the way there from the mrt station and when we got there..we realised that they had a free shuttle bus that goes there..wth..haha anyway yes it was like jungle trekking..hahaha!okok lame yes yes so we went there and we walked around their warehouse sale till my neeon was fixed and i rushed for track..haha damn it only 4 people turned up..so we had self training and sam came and we stopped training at around 445..went to clean up and headed to tiong to meet melon,cass and crystal..yes yes had fishball soup with extra hot soup..haha yes yes mom was finally done at 630 and i went off to meet her and for a min..i thought someone killed my mom cause she took forever to come down!!!

anyway she bought me icecream so i was cool with waiting and all..ahha we went to bukit batok to get my all time favortie chicken rice and headed back for home sweet home..we clean the house and now i feel like eating chicken rice again..hahahah!okok stupid..ikea tml with mom!gona get more lights for my room cause its way to romantic..hahahahha!hmm okok anyway the house is clean,my room smells good and i like my change of bedsheet:D

cheers!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

11:05 PM

i was being a good girl today i must say..haha i woke up at 1230 and started taking all the left overs that have been in the fridge for like days and i started making food up and tryin them..lets see..number one on list i had spoil cheese..HAHAHAHA!it smelt like fuck i swear!haha but i didnt finish it..duh..haha okay nothing happen yet so im lucky that my ass is still in one piece..haha okay number two on the list was curry..haha it looks fine so i heat it up and it burst in the mirco..haha wtf!!haha i had to clean it up la..anyway it was still okay la..so i ate alil and threw the rest away..haha yes yes..after all that fun it was 2plus so i went to shower coffee and now she smells good!!:)after showering her i clean up the place..haha yes yes

came online and did some catching up with ravinder..haha miss them man..i miss maryanne soh!!haha okok enough said..went to meet mum at holland and i saw a couple of people..anyway yes we went to pick dad up and went for dinner at tiong barhu market..yes yes then went to get milk cause i ran out of them..yes yes..okok im lazy already..cheers!


follow through.

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday

But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

10:17 PM

training today was fine..went to bishan to train..but met up with melons and crystal at 12 for lunch at juction8..haha its so biggggg la!haha i wana go there again..haha okok anyway yes trained and all..haha i tied a knot with the cherry sweet!!hahaha!coolness..anyway it was funny la..haha oh well..alot happen today too..but its all behide..

okay im lazy to update..my eyes are popping out from finding places on the map!!haha okok my kahlen is coming on tv soon..so cheers!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

11:17 PM

went out with sam,joyceh and fer today..haha watched ZATHURA..haha it was okay la..haha anyway i woke up late today..haha so sam was complaining and nagging at me..haha anyway yeah met joyce and fer at PS..had pasta for lunch and it was good but i think i ate alot today cause yeah..i feel even more like a live size lard now..argh!anyway yes yes the show wasnt too bad la..after the show we all took a bus to forum to see shermain!!ahha kinda missed her..haha anyway yes we went to say hi then charlene came and later one sam,char and i took a cab to jurong..they went home and i went to meet my mom to get the map..haha i can smell my 100bucks already..haha okay enough shit..

called mel today..haha i feel stupid whenever i call my sisters cause i dont know what to say though i have alot..and i'll have major speech problem..i keep repeating and i just cant seem to speak properly la..haha stupid like talking to some i had a major crush on..haha!anyway yes yes track at bishan tml..hurrrrr not really looking forward to having to wake up early..bleah..im so deprived of my beauty sleep..haha anyway yes meeting them at 12 for lunch..yes yes..haha thats all now..cheers!

Monday, December 05, 2005

9:08 PM

today was a really boring day to start of with..well starting it was alil funny till things got outta hand..anyway i talked to girlfriend who is also my bestie who is known as joyceh who is actually joycelynn..hahahaha lame..yes yes anyway we talked on the phone about certain things and im pretty sure of what i want now and im happy:) i cant wait to get things done!haha anyway spent the day eating and napping..haha till mom came home..we watch tv and i was counting money..64bucks..gona give mum 30 or 20..haha for phone bill..and the 100bunks im gona get i'll be giving her 30 outta it too..haha coolness..yes yes steph would go so gay mabel!if she sees that..hahaha

anyway i didnt do anything at all today..didnt go for track and ms goh called..haha almost everyone from nie didnt go cause leslie isnt in town so everyone kinda took a one day break..hahaha oh well..lazy bum..i feel so..i feel like a live size lard..hahaha okay marilyn is coming back next tues!!like how fucking soon is that la!!im so excited..haha!anyway outting with debbie poon next thur..bet i'll be laughing my ass off for that day..haha okok cheers folks!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

11:53 PM

sent nathan off to the airport at 2plus and got home at 4..haha!he is so funny la..he keeps asking us to not miss him but when he left he was like i'll miss you all..haha he is so cute i swear!okay not the looks la..haha he's like my younger bro..haha anyway he is gona get me stuff when he comes back on the 28!i cant wait for my game..hohoho..anyway marilyn is coming back ont the 13!!im so looking forward to that..missed her..oh well..woke up at 1030 cause mom said we're going JB..see how random my family is..hahaha funny..anyway yes we headed to JB at 1130 i think..yes yes..the ride was fine..we shopped and all..and i had an okok day la..it wasnt say very exciting or anything..haha oh well..

nothing to say..i need to talk to clara..felt like ive not talked to her since forever but it was only yesterday..and talking to zenn was great:)thanks babe!

cheers!

i dont know who am i anymore.
i dont know what i want.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

10:32 PM

adora's party today..it was alright i guess..left for home with rachel and karen at around 9..cousins and all are still here..nathan is leaving at 3am for the airport..haha i got him to get for me the game fear!so i can get hooked on it..haha anyway yes..met steph at 430..haha she was late!haha but it was my fault la..anyway we went to look for adora's present then i walked her to church and rotted my ass off outside while waiting for lim singh to come..haha yes yes anyway we went condom hunting after that and i swear the aunti at 7eleven is funny!hahaha!her reaction towards me was just freakin funny..

anyway we took a bus to adora's and dinner wasnt too bad..after dinner we tried throwing rachel into the pool but well..only her shoes got in..she's too freakin strong for lim singh and i..haha i was drained after trying countless times..haha anyway nicole is staying over..i dont really know where im gona sleep but thats alright..haha okay im tired..and i want a long bus ride now!

the wrong memories came back.im sorry.
i need a time machine.

Friday, December 02, 2005

12:21 AM

fun day today:)

lets see woke up at 11?okay i cant remember what time la..but its somewhere around that time cause ms clara called to ask if im following her to collect her ic..haha yes and being the kind soul that i am i followed her and she rushed me like shit and i ended up waiting for her for an hour LA!!haha i was dying waiting la..anyway she finally came at 1plus..i got to the station at 1 mind you..she reached there around 1 plus near two..haha anyway we finally met up and we went to collect her ic which took only a few mins..haha yeah it was funny on the way there la..we laughed alot..haha i had fun..haha

track tml..relays timing..haha coolness..haha oh well..im tired to blog so cheers!:D

Thursday, December 01, 2005

12:37 AM

my legs are like jelly now..im so tired!

okay lets see..woke up at 11 and left for track at 130..the weather was good today i must say..and training wasnt too bad la..but it made my body really tired and yeah..haha anyway training ended and i went to meet maria and beatrice with jiarui at the opp bus stop not like your need to know..haha okay anyway headed to town and we made a whole lot of noise in the 171 bus..haha yes yes got to town and met charrisa and waited at cine foodcourt for lydia and i had my fishball soup..haha and pasta for dinner..haha theres like shit loads of phlegm in my throat and its irritatin cause i cant get them out..history relapse..haha oh well..shit happens..

had fun today but im really tired..still thinking if i should follow clara all the way to God knows where to get her dumb IC..hmmm and i gotto wake up so early la..haha and she'll probably ditch me..hahahah!she'll kill me reading this..oh well..met quite a few people in town today..saw char chess and mel!!miss them all!haha yes yes anyway clara was with me for an hour or so and we had fun car racing..which she so cheated..haha fucker..we kept swearing at each other..haha!it was funny..got my mind off things like what the newspaper said:)

another person would be steph carroll..haha!hope i got the spelling correct!*fingers crossed*anyway she was great company today:)

okay now its time for my bed..goodnight folks!cheers!:D